So much time. So little time

Since I have been staying home and not working, I find I have a lot of time on my hands. But how have I been spending that time? Not doing much. I feel like I want get so much done but can't find myself actually doing it. I have been working on a baby blanket that is so close to done but still just not done. I want to make christmas presents for my family but have to money to buy the material. I want to clean house but once it gets to a certain point of looking messy I can't even pick it up to make it look clean. I want to vacuum all the time but our vacuum is broken and I can barely push it on our thick carpet. We don't have a dishwasher so dishes get dirty fast. I want to cook but don't want to deal with the dishes. I wish we had a savings account and wasn't worried about running out of money. I know I need to find a job but am worried about even getting hired at being six months pregnant. The list goes on. I have all this time on my hands and how am I spending it? Not very well. I wish I could be supermom and be the best that I can be. But right now, I can't bring myself to do it. I feel like I have so much to get done. It's frustrating. I need superpowers right about now! I only have three months to shape things up and get it done! You may just say I am getting nervous. Wish me luck! Don't get me wrong, I am happy and excited. I promise. I think I am just getting nervous!